I have had one fantasy on my mind for a while now. I thought maybe of I saw some gay porn it would all go away, but I found it really hot.
Hello, Jaime. Could you maybe elaborate on what's been going on? Were you hoping that watching gay porn would satisfy your curiosity and that's where the fantasy/attractions would end?
Exactly. I started with a scene and found the actors cute and I liked seeing where things were going. I felt I gave the scene more attention than I would a straight or lesbian scene.
I have had fantasies pop into my head a lot, mostly sexual with a man. One fantasy has been prevalent for a while, since last week. At this point, I know I am attracted to an erect member, shaven body, and finally kissing (this one took a while).
Interesting for me too. I’ve had fantasies through the years and have recently as well. Hope your’s are encouraging and hopeful. I have had them about both women and men. That’s some of what convinced I was Bi instead of gay. Over the decades I’ve had encounters with both and enjoyed them always. I would run away from the men after an encounter and never see them twice. Scared the crap out of me. But the fantasies kept coming and I still enjoyed them. Still do today even at my age. I’ve reached the point though where I have to find my way out. I can’t hide anything anymore. I wish my age din’t feel like it would be a disaster if I went through the change physically. I’m still considering HRT. We’ll see. Sounds lie your consciousness is definitely sending you strong messages. Hope you follow through wish you the best.
Interesting. I find myself having lots of fantasies about men which is the thing that leads me to thinking I may be gay. Are your fantasies about real people you know, celebrities or something else?
Mine are random situations. For example, I need help for an exam and ask the roommate and say I will do anything in return, forgetting the times being hit on, and just general first time fantasies.
I was single for 10 years after being divorced. The marriage ended when my wife saw that I was conversing with another man on a website. The marriage ending was actually the best thing for both of us, because when our child had graduated and left home, we didn’t have any common interest to keep us together. I did not want to enter into another relationship and started using porn as a way to release my sexual desires. At first I watched sex between women and men, and sometimes women and women. But after awhile I started watch gay porn. I found it much more erotic and I enjoyed it very much. I also found it very helpful in understanding different techniques to achieve a much more intense orgasm. I fell in love with Massage videos where men would massage other men that ended in Happy Endings. I found an Ad on one website for a Fleshlight, and I decided to try it. I really found that I enjoyed masturbation very much using the Fleshlight and watching gay sex. Watching straight sex just doesn’t do it for me anymore and watching men with beautiful erections that bloom from soft to hard is what fulfills my sexual desire to be with another man who shares the same desires I do.
In watching gay porn, I feel it is way more about having fun than straight or lesbian porn. I love seeing the man get excited and later finish.
I have fantasies also. Mine include someone who wanted me years ago. I said no and now regret it. So I’m looking now and curious. Am I bi? No clue but I look at it as a great adventure. Maybe you decide it’s not for you, maybe you find out your bi or gay. I think either way it might answer your question
And yours as well it seems Bobo. Sure has been an awaking for me. I love being Bi. Still working on how to express myself and what that means.
