I've really struggled for the past few weeks. Doubting myself and people's acceptance. Feeling lonely. I work two jobs, and tonight after asking for a bathroom break, I walked across the restaurant dining room and happened to notice a familiar face. It was a middle aged woman I work with at my other job. Her and I had hit it off - she is really laid back and easy going, and immediately welcomed me onto the job. She waved at me. I walked over to the table. I knew very little about her personal life - I didn't realize she was gay. She gestured to the woman sitting across from her, and introduced me to her partner and their two beautiful children. They were out for a family night. We just made small talk for a minute and then I wished them a good night and headed for the bathroom. It was such a small thing, but it lifted my spirits so much. The closet can be suffocating sometimes - and I know that although it gets better, sometimes even being out can be hard. But it's so refreshing to see solid, well-adjusted people like me are making it in the world. They found each other, and made a life together. They found love. It reminds me that there's hope, and it truly does get better. No matter what, it does get better. Hang in there, you beautiful people. Blessings, loves xo
Hey warrior452, That's a great story! Thanks for sharing! I'm just curious. Does she even know that you are gay? (Not that it matters in the least.)
Well, that's refreshing and comforting and all. It's good that you're seeing things from a good angle and keeping hope. It doesn't always get better, but for some it does.
Fair enough @FluffyLightFox. It doesn't get better for everyone, but I truly believe that potential is there for everyone. I just thought it was a good reminder; it may not happen for years - but happiness is out there. The high schooler will grow up and start his own life, leaving behind small minded people and a painful past. The middle aged person will finally find the strength to live their truth and find the person they're supposed to be with. Sometimes the forseeable future is a living hell, but happiness and a "normal" happily ever after is always possible.
