Is a year and half that I'm thinking I'm gay, I'm also in love with my bestfriend. Before I realized it, I didn't want admit it mostly, I had this short love story and it was amazing and the best part of my life. We didn't nothing in sexual way but it was amazing. Still I feel myself as gay... what to do? In part I don't even think it is a thing and in part I'm thinking if I'm gay or bisexual.