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I Think I'm Done With Experimenting

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by TheJack, Apr 28, 2020.

  1. TheJack

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    Just a quick background dump. I consider myself mostly straight. I am romantically and sexually attracted to women, and there were times where men (mostly feminine) entered the picture aswell. I experimented with a guy awhile back (I was the bottom).

    Today, I decide to experiment one time, this time being top. While there, I was having a hard time getting it up at all. When I did get it up, I couldn't get it in his "hole" because I couldn't lube him properly and it was too tight. I decided to simply give him a reach around. I eventually turned him around and continued with the handjob which progressed into a blowjob. For another background dump, there was a time where I tried giving a blowjob and didn't like it. This time was different. I was actually able to get turned on and continued on with the blowjob. I was jacking myself off while doing it and eventually came before he could. I honestly did not want him to "shoot" in my mouth, so I just gave him a handjob. I went back home, and decided to jerk myself again to some straight porn.

    This encounter didn't really do anything for me sexuality wise. I didn't have some epiphany like, "OMG I now know what I am." It didn't really make me question my current view of my sexuality, (well it did for like a second, but that was that) Honestly, all the experience made me wonder was what was going to happen when I'm going to PIV sex. I'm now honestly kind of scared I'm not going to be able to find the hole and embarrass myself. (I've only made out and gave head to the opposite sex, not vaginal sex).

    Why am I writing this? Honestly, I feel like this could encourage some person who is questioning their sexuality and wants to experiment to go out and do it. I don't know if I would give a blowjob again, but since I orgasmed, I can say I had a good time. Maybe you will too.
     
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    Well now you know, thats gotta be a relief. What do you think about it now?
     
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    What lead you to question your sexuality? Did you ever get off to men or gay porn prior to you experimenting? What kind of fantasies did you have? Sorry if I'm being pushy but I'm confused.
     
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    Yes I have, before experimenting. I've had gay fantasies and have gotten off to gay porn in the past.