Ever since I was 17 or 18 I have had a curiosity with what it would like to be female rather than male. A local radio station had a morning broadcast in the early nineties about having both male and female parts. I couldn’t stop thinking about it. At about the same time one of my coworkers that was in transition (MTF) wanted to take me home. We never did anything but years later I can’t help but fantasizing about it. I sit here now and I would love to put on some high heals a dress and makeup. This also includes an interest in dating men. And I am married. That is a question for other portions of this site. On the other hand I still love being a guy. I don’t seem to have any sort of gender dysphoria. I can change from wanting to be a guy one day and a woman the next. I think it is safe to say I am happily gender fluid!