aaah i was gonna put that.. i remember how many times i saw the video just to see that..haha. and there were many reasons to - i wanted to play with my cousins barbies - i liked undressing my 3 Max Steel dolls action figures, whatever - I accidentaly came across my uncles porn stash and got scared for the playboy magazine like Stewie from family guy did. - when again i came across my uncles video porn stash and i when i was watching i couldnt keep my eyes off of the guys - I loved going through the guys underwear aisle to see the pictures of the guys - I would think the red power ranger was cute and other stuff i cant think of anymore..lol
I realized it when i started staring at my classmate (his name was Wade). It was 6th grade. All i would do is stare at his ass. and my Freshman year i had gym with him. talk about a yummy body. He totally looked good clothes on, or off. I miss him... he was funny
In seventh grade a girl was changing in the locker room and she took off her her bra to switch to a sports bra hahah. Oh and I got a few fashion magazines one summer and realized that I was paying way too much to the bikinis... I fail at life :lol:
when i listened to bellydance music and wanted to 'be' the lady instead of being turned on by her (i was 3-4 .. i know ive been gay all my life .. mom's home videos prove it all.. and she's clueless >.<)
One week? When I was seven, I realised - in the middle of a catholic school - that I was Gay. but then i forgot cos it was EVIL. then when i was eight, right through to when i was almost eleven, I thought i was transexual. that was because i could convince people i was a guy (still can actually), so it felt more acceptable to like girls that way. then in boarding school, after i'd been away from my parents for long enough to become a person, i met a bisexual girl. she kind of held the torch and lit the way. trouble was, i thought i was bisexual. but i'm not. that was just a last ditch attempt to be straight. I'm gay, and i wouldnt have it any other way
I realised i was bisexual when everyone else in highschool wasn't perving on guys aswell as girls:eusa_naug. I used to think that everyone could just like everyone and I always liked boys and girls and i thought everyone else did. Highschool was the biggest slap in the face to that concept and it was confirmed when i had guy love after the biggest girl love i've ever had(!)
I first realized I was gay when....I (at like 4 years old) was trying to undress my Michael Jordan "Space Jam" doll hahaha.....I was considering whether I wanted to post that or not but whatever lol.
I realized I was gender non-conforming when: I actively disdained everyone who played dress-up with the feather boas and high heels in preschool, and instead played with the boys who fought each other with plastic swords and would storm "castles" (tables with pillows on each side). I had a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle lunch box instead of a My Little Pony one. I demanded (and got) to play the lead male part in a play in a summer university program in third grade. And I should have known that I was gay when: I wanted to marry my best friend (female) in second grade. I had crushes on female friends all through middle and high school. I started qualifying statements of how I thought that a girl was hot by ending with the phrase, "you know, objectively speaking." Not wanting to date any of the boys in high school.
I realized I was gay when I could list what I found attractive in guys and I couldn't list a lot about girls.
Ogosh, lol. When I was little I'd anticipate the Sears Wishbook, first stop Men's Underwear, next Toys. I think I knew since kindergarten when the 'class helper' from the highschool, which was my idol, finding out that he was gay, and seeing how great of a person he was. After that it all was just toppings on the cake. (!)
When I couldnt stop staring at Jesse McCartney when he was on Disney. (then again, having the Spice Girls as my favorite band when I was younger should have been a major sign too lol)
I realised I was gay (when I was older and knew what gay was) when I brought a different beanie baby into school when I was 9 and played with them with a group of girls. Also around this time I became obsessed with 'Miss Congeniality' and not for the swimsuit competition =P
I realized I was gay at the age of 7 when Fight Club came out and I wanted to see it because I liked all of the shirtless guys in it. I was afraid to watch it though. I have yet to see it still lol.
I FINALLY realized I was gay when I was 18 and went on a family trip to Mexico and couldn't resist but stare at all the shirtless hot guys (and I couldn't care less about the hot women).
I realized I was gay when the boys at high school messed around with each other because they were comfortable with their sexuality, and I realized that, for me, it wasn't so much messing around as wishful thinking...
I realized I was Bisexual when one night I was thinking in the girl I like and suddenly one boy of my class appeared in my mind... I had seen him a lot before and I couldnt explain it so I accepted to myself "Ok Im bi"
hahahaha :roflmao: Basically my whole high school experience: everyone pretends they are gay, except for me. I always thought they were just being really silly, however now looking back I guess deep down I was really uncomfortable with it.
I realized I was gay when I found out an ex friend of mine started a rumor that my bff and I were dating and I wished it was true.