I'm new and I don't know if it's here to ask. Hello my Name Is Marina. Thank you. I am too confused with my gender identity, I do not know what it is, sometimes I feel that I am male (this one more than the other) but other times female. As I do not know which one I am in the two until I clarify. When I see a man what I think is: I want that body. And when I see a woman with few hips and chest, I say to myself: I wish I were like that. I don't want to have breast (sometimes I think if I had money I'd take it away) I don't like it, it's uncomfortable, and I don't want so many hips either. But sometimes I'm more or less fine like this. The problem is that I have very low self-esteem and I don't know if I doubt my gender identity because of my self-esteem because I don't like my body or I have low self-esteem because I do not identify with the assigned gender. I am working on the self-esteem, and I have advanced a bit but I feel the same as at the beginning.
You could be genderfluid or nonbinary like Jakebusman said or bigender if you identity as both genders. Do you fluctuate between the two, or do you wish you were both at the same time?
Hello, for now I am genderfluid although almost all the time I feel like a man, but a small part of my woman that is why I have so many doubts.
I’m new and I don't know if it's here to ask. Hey Marina, I feel the exact same way you do. Whenever I look in the mirror, I wish I had a man's body. I fear that maybe it's my body dysmorphia. I never associated with the idea of being a woman nor liked feminine items or being feminine. Sometimes I cringed at my voice whenever it is high pitched. Just know you're not alone and I'm here if you want to talk.
Hello, not to ask. If this happens to me, you can read the comments that they have put me in case it helps you. And if I wanted to talk to someone who understands me. The same thing will happen to you, if you want to talk, tell me. Sorry for my English.