Hi first time posting here and grateful that there is a place like this now that I found it. My situation might be common. I don't know. I'm not sure what my orientation is. I don't feel gay, but I don't feel totally straight either. And I don't feel bi. But I do feel curious. Questioning. And unsure. I feel like I want to experience being with a man, but have tremendous fear about it. I just don't even know how to put it in words. Anyone else ever go through this?