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did you ever question your sexuality?

Discussion in 'Sexual Orientation' started by woundsneverheal, Dec 5, 2012.

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  1. Niko

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    Oh yah, I'm constantly questioning it. I don't know if I'm asexual because I really have no desire for sex, because I really don't like being in a female body, or because my mind is being too powerful, as usual. At the same time I know I like guys and I get really jealous when I see gay couples, sooo who knows.
     
    #21 Niko, Dec 5, 2012
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    I question everything about myself, and have for quite a few years. I've dealt with a lot of depression that mostly stems from one thing, but I am so unsure of myself or what others will think that I have dressed it up about being depressed about something else. I question my sexuality and gender and who I am all the time.

    Sometimes I'm happy with myself, other times I am just plain disgusted with myself. Most of the time I'm just,...numb.

    Numb is probably most of what I feel 98% of the time.

    QUESTIONABLY NUMB!!!
     
    #22 Zendlar, Dec 5, 2012
  3. BoiGeorge

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    I was sure I was straight up until I was about 14. Then I thought I was bi, then trans, then gay... I know that I'm gay now, but I'm still struggling with my gender issues.
     
    #23 BoiGeorge, Dec 6, 2012
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    I think this question should really be split up into questioning and 'not understanding.'

    When I was young and my sexual attractions just started I knew I was attracted to guys there and then but I did not understand it was different, I had never even heard of this magical word 'gay'.

    So I went through my early days believing I was actually the same as everybody else; I thought the feelings I had towards guys was what everybody else had. Until I grew a little more and became aware of the other magical thing called 'pornography'.

    I watched heterosexual pornography for about a year, I knew my eye was aiming totally on the guy but I still thought this was normal. Until I found out about 'gay porn', that's when I finally realised I'm clearly different in this way.

    So was I confused about my sexuality or did I ever question it? No, never. The only thing I was confused about was not my sexuality but the sexuality of others.
     
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