Yeah, thanks for your sympathy. Your story has a lot in common with mine on my thread its like we're soul brothers
Wow your lucky its awful with sisters, I have to listen to my one's awful music all day 0-O I'd kill for another male around here
Aha, I feel your pain. For all the people following this thread, I'm thinking of coming out at school so that I could potentially meet new people, and forget about this guy that makes my life a living hell. Im not going to do it all in your face, I'm just going to wear a rainbow flag badge and of people ask me about it, I'll tell them. Hopefully I can meet new and maybe gay people, and forget the longing feeling I have for him.
If you feel comfortable doing so at school and don't fear any reciprocations the go for it! And like you said, maybe you can find that person. But be warned there might be some nasty things said at you if you tell the wrong person
I'm prepared for the hate. I'm prepared to lose people I thought were my friends, but I've got my dozen friends who will always back me up. I'm ready to tell anyone and everyone
HackTGoon Yes, I understand that you feel this sense of futility that "it will just happen again in a few months" I think you should wait and see. It's possible that after this talk he won't make the move again because he'll think about you first. However, if he does start something, you have to force yourself to step in and say you can't. I know you'll be horny as *#$% and it will be almost impossible to refuse, but you just need to force yourself and say no. The only other option is to be on friends with benefits terms... but I don't think this option can end well emotionally for either of you... There's bound to be some other cute guys in your school...? I think your idea of coming out subtly is really good
In response to WhiteShadow Yeh it will be bloody difficult but I will try. And I don't think I'd like to be on friends with benefits terms at all with him, He's just too far in the closet if he is gay/bi. And yeh, coming out at school should let me meet new people, and distract me from him as much as possible :L Thanks everyone, you've all be so helpful. (&&&)
