The only reason I questioned my sexuality was because I wanted to be gay for.. reasons. I never got to date a girl I truly liked from the beginning. They rejected me in the spot most the time.. I dated one girl who I decently liked out of pure physical attraction but she cheated on me messed me me up pretty badly. I started to want to be gay in a hope to kinda find that love where I could actually trust someone, or date someone I really really liked from the start. Girls just always seemed to pick on me and ever since I was cheated on when I was 17 I felt completely different towards women. I fantasize men but I yet have to get a crush on one. I keep crushing on women as of now and I still fantasize about them too but it’s certain women.. like the ones I feel I can trust? Im currently in a relationship but whenever I feel she’s to clingy I always think she’s doing that to cover something up for whatever reason. I love having sex with her and cuddling but my mind just can’t think positive. I’m sorry if this is confusing but should I see a therapist about relationship/ trust issues?
