can i identify as lesbian and still have slight attraction to men?

hello,

i'm very frustrated with my sexuality. i currently identify as somewhere between bisexual and gay, but i can't seem to find one label that would fit. i used to identify as gay until i had a crush on a boy. i've had male crushes in the past when i thought i was straight, but i also used to find the idea of dating a man repulsive. the boy and i got closer, and i identified as bisexual during this time. we dated, but i felt nothing. no butterflies, no happy feelings like the books and songs described relationships as. we broke up shortly after, and now i'm left confused.

currently, i find mostly women attractive. i feel that identifying as gay would suit me best, but i know that i've had attraction to men before and i kinda feel like i'd be lying to myself.

a lot of people say that labels aren't important, but for me personally, i like to have a label. i like to know who i am and i get really frustrated while questioning.

thanks for reading xx
-jay