Anxiety over my feelings

Hu guys, so i was doing great, and im still quite fine. But bc of what happened yesterday, which was the fact that i get hard seeing gay hentai, a lot of questions pop up my head, whenever i imagine kissing girls i feel aroused and hard all good, but feel i bad feeling in my stomach and i dont know why, can ocd make i have physical feelings such as this or even psychological? And when i think of kissing men i dont feel nothing, no arousal or hard but i get some anxiety, i remeber ppl saying that when you feel anxiety is bc you are in denial, dont know if its true, and dont know if ocd does this too, im kind messy right now, im probably talking the same thing again ): would like some advices.