This is a bit of a complicated situation, so I will just cut to the chase. There is this girl, who I have said some bad things about before in the past to my friends. On Saturday night, whilst both a bit drunk we got a bit flirty and ended up going for some "fresh air". Whilst doing so, she kind of rubbed herself against my groin area...giving me a semi erection, which only confused me even more as I thought I only loved girls emotionlly rather than physically. We then went to kiss...but neither of us actually moved in closer for this kiss! So nothing happened there. Yesterday, we hung out for a bit and there was quite a bit of flirting going on, even though we tried to hide it from our friends. So again, nothing happened! Now, she has been talking about meeting on Friday and she asked which other people we should invite...almost hinting that we maybe shouldnt invite anyone! Which then makes me wonder what she has in mind...Which then makes me wonder would I be able to "perform" for a girl?(I am a virgin) Which then makes me a tad self concious about my size and all the other stuff that entail with first times!