What Are You Thinking?

You'd think after what... 15 years now of school that I'd learn to not leave assignments 'til the day before, right?

Nope.

 

Just got a call from a stoned guy looking for Tiffany and he was asking for drugs. It was amusing and creepy at the same time.

 

Agreed ^_^

 

I have to give a presentation tomorrow at my internship which I just practiced at home. It took me 30 minutes... Think I have skip some parts and try to keep it short. The longest presentation I've ever given so far was about 10 minutes... Half an hour is a very fucking long time to talk.

I'll probably forget to say half of what I want to say anyway

 

I'm thinking I should really stop listening to music and try to get some sleep

 

I want snow and to listen to my favorite Christmas songs and have someone just to talk to and be myself with 100% and enjoy the holidays.

---------- Post added 25th Nov 2012 at 05:30 PM ----------

I'd settle for just snow.

 

If you don't educate yourself about Trans* issues or even give a damn about them, then why in the world would you expect straight people to give a damn about you?! This mentality, your mentality, is part of the problem!

The stress of exams coming up is making me very volatile. Poor bastard that tries me this week -_-

 

Fluttershy #1.

 

Today was....well overall it was shit day. An honest to goodness shit day.
All started last night when I was feeling pretty bad. Felt like I was starting to get an ear infection, still does really. Plus I was burning alive. Sleeping naked with no blankets, ice packs and cold cloths, fan on high, and the heat vents closed. Nightmares about work. It was horrendous.

Opened the store this morning, but the system wasn't letting me on so it took forever to complete the shit load of Sunday paperwork I had to do. Not to mention, I have felt like death all damn day. My Assistant Manager came in almost 40 minutes late because she's puking her guts out, not to mention the drama that followed her to work.

Her ex, who works two stores down...let's just simplify this by saying that by the end of the day when the both of us left, we had to be escorted out to the parking lot by the county police. Not Mall Security, but the police.

I still feel like death and I'm seriously convinced this is an ear infection which sucks. I don't have insurance at the moment so going to the doctor isn't something I wanna do unless I have no other choice. Plus, I'm not fond of doctors anyway.

But something good did come out of this day.

I was able to connect with one of my associates in a way I didn't expect. I'm really glad, since she was one of the new girls I got a bad vibe from initially. But I'm finding that I really enjoy her. She's a hard worker, funny, sweet once you get past that bad girl attitude. And the best part, the part on which we made a real connection, she is just coming to the realization that she's gay. And knowing that I'm superqueer, she felt able to talk to me and be comfortable about it. I'm just so glad.

Also, getting little messages from Zo and Fukunaga. Priceless.

 

How today sucked ass and I am ready for a day off from work. lol:sleep:

 

I've been thinking of applying for university abroad. There are a few universities in Holland that have caught my eye. I probably won't get in but I suppose it can't to try although I wouldn't want to get my hopes up only to be dissapointed.

 

It's cool hearing someone complaining about trans issues that isn't trans (*hug*)

 

I don't know about most Dutch universities, but entry into Maastricht is relatively easy, it's staying in that's difficult.

(p.s. Holland is only a region of the Netherlands)

 

I got an 88% on my college writing paper!! I only spent an hour on it..

 

I just found out that Verizon may drop AMC. I will be one angry woman if this does occurs.

 

poop. derp derp herpa derp

 

I'm generally feeling not so awesome tonight, sleepy and just, blech. I'm pretty sure a certain football dude is sick of me already which makes me feel totally bewildered since he was the one chasing me. He'll blow up my phone, and then not talk to me for days and days and days. I try to text him and he says, "I'm busy, I'm in a meeting, I'll text you in a bit." Hours pass and then I never hear from him. But then he flirts with me incessantly. He sends me sweet nothings in class, I say, "I might wanna be your boy someday..." And he says, "You will be." And then avoids me. What the fuck. Seriously. He did this to me once before and I should have just taken a very wise person's advice and said, nice knowing ya. Boys come and go like seasons, I guess, and I'm too busy to care now anyway.

I finally finished my annotated references assignment which topped out at 19 pages. I went running. And then tomorrow at work I'm going to rehab for the first time in a really fucking long time with my mentor, and I have another paper I have to frantically throw together tomorrow night that's due Tuesday.

...there's another dude already too, by the way. I'm not one to sit around crying over anyone. Get in my life or don't. I'm not waiting. He's a cop, a 25 year old cop. And he's built like Max Adler. But hairless, totally bald. Which is sexy to me, along with other parts of his anatomy.... :lol:

 

So today, we took our group home residents to go see a performance of The Wizard of Oz. And I think I've finally figured it out! The witch melts because she mixes her cleaning solutions! That'll learn her...

 

Why is ice-cream well-known as a go-to comfort food?

 

I wish youtube would process uploaded videos quicker. I mean the video I uploaded is ONLY 2.8GB... (and took about 4.5h to upload).