Not sure at the moment. I just need to understand my feelings rn. I am scared of what it might bring bc I absolutely love my wife.
I understand. That is only a decision that you can make. But it sounds like you are either going to need to repress them or act on them. They aren't just going to go away. Either direction that you choose you will need a plan. If there is anything I can do to help just let me know.
Oh ok. I think I’m almost there. Until then I wanted to say thx for the support u r giving me during this difficult time in my life. I’m glad u like my avatar. It’s simple but it represents my true self.
no problem thats what were all here for is to help and support each other I do love the Bi flag too !
I was in bed typing to this thread and wife turned over from sleep and asked what I was doing. I told her I was reaching out for support and information as I prepare to meet with therapist in a few weeks. she asked if ppl reply. I said yes, ppl say to be honest with her. I put phone down to go to sleep. After about a half hour she went to bathroom and then proceeded to go sleep downstairs. I don’t know what to think. I love her dearly.
She knows I’m collecting information regarding my crossdressing and sexuality. This info will help me navigate sessions with therapist. she doesn’t name of EC.
She does. She seems to be coming around to my sexuality before I go to therapist. I love her so much and never want to lose her.