Didn't have dinner (late lunch). There's no food in the refrigerator; I'm too lazy to go to Whataburger. I might actually go to bed hungry. It's a weird feeling.
I just feigned being an extrovert. Big time. And I'm left wondering how much of it was really an act. Plus I think I swore more than I have in a long time. Threatening inanimate objects. It's only 11.15 in the morning and I've already done more social interaction than I'd usually do in a week. Now I'm going to play video games, lol.
Well I am sort of scared but I did not do anything wrong so I am good and know no one really will come after me. Got into a argument with someone on Facebook on a public post and got so far into it that she went totally crazy and said I threatened her and she was gonna call the police. She has no credibility but it still is scary how people can turn on you like that. Stopped talking last night deactivated my Facebook and hoping for the best.
I feel like I keep coming close, and then not getting it. What the hell do I have to do to actually get it? Sigh, grumble...
Allright... It's gonna be your lost, chump. I know what I'm worth. If you think words fooled me or that I'm gonna beg for this shit... Well, that's too bad you can't see a deranged motherfucker like me has nothing to lose anymore. So stay with your faithful piece of shit. I'm not gonna stay there for the rest of my life like you. Too bad for the team, but business is business, and I've got my own just like everybody else. So, if nothing stops me, I'm gonna leave.
All I want to do is sleep, but I have to wait for my dad to get home so he can keep an eye on my mom.
I always have weird dreams, haha. I dreamt that silver prices plummeted and so they suspended trading on the market. There was a train with the bullion to the market and so since they suspended trading the train just stopped dead on its tracks. While there, it was robbed of the silver by thieves who had purposefully tried to crash the market in order to intercept the silver shipment. I have no idea where that dream's idea came from :lol:.