Part of me wants to finish/start over/fix my "It Gets Better" vid but I don't know if I will. It will probably take atleast an hour to do, and what if it doesn't even work like last time?? I'm wondering if it not working last night was a sign from the universe. Or maybe that's just a cop out, because I'm lazy. Hmmmm.... Gah, I think too much.
I move out in a week, which means I need to clean out my fridge in a week. I buy my lunches (well, get them for free thanks to my meal plan giving us credit for several lunches a week on our student cards) on weekdays, but dinners are going to be interesting. I'm restricting myself to what I've got and I want to get as much of it gone before moving out, so I sense more than one "random food pile" type meal in my future.
eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays eshays!!!!!* I'm so so so so happy right now! Just scored myself 17 tickets to the midnight screening of harry potter 7 at my local imax cinema! I'm SO HAPPY!!!!!!! *eshays - local slang word used by weirdos in Sydney area, its pig latin for yes(yes i know pig latin for yes is esyay, but its been changed to eshays don't ask me why). basically I'm so happy, and I feel the need to assimilate into local language. people from Sydney are judging me right now. oh well. Eshays!
Ok so I just tried to make the 'It Gets Better' video again, and something else went wrong. The sound is all screwed up. :tantrum: :***: :tantrum: :***: I am so pissed. I'm definently taking that as I sign from the universe.
There are flyers at a lot of places on my campus that advertise a forum for LGBT and anyone else to come out and talk about issues. Its next week. I loved what it was called. "Empty Closets"
I'm thinking about how some things really don't change, and how you're always you, no matter how far you travel, metaphorically and literally.
Something that my brother told me after I came out to him: "I like you being gay. It gives us more to talk about." Remembering this makes me feel really good.
When I hear the engine pass I'm kissing you wide The hissing subsides I'm in luck When the evening reaches here You're tying me up I'm dying of love It's OK