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What are you thinking?

Discussion in 'Chit Chat' started by Mirko, Feb 28, 2017.

  1. Hypernova

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    Isn't it funny?!
     
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    I'm thinking about how much I love jamming out to Lazerhawk right now.
     
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    Being unheard hurts. A lot.
     
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    I don't feel alone! For once!
     
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    Coming to the painful realization that I really don't mean much of anything to you.
     
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    "This isn't what I want, yet it's what I asked for"

    ...I'm a freak, aren't I?!
     
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    Thank you! :grin:

    Also...
    My friend asked me if I was interested in her. I wasn't able to give a very definite answer, the question threw me off a bit. We've acknowledged the potential of there being something between us, but I don't think either of us is quite ready for it. So we'll see what happens!
     
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    Now I'm at an actual breaking point...
     
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    I’m staying in a hotel and I keep going from too hot to freezing and I really hope I’m not coming down with something. It won’t change our plans but it would be an inconvenience
     
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    If the roles were reversed I would've been so different to you and I guess that's what hurts.
     
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    I wish I'd known, what not to know.
     
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    A year ago I was single, still being dragged along emotionally by an ex, struggling with college, and hating life. Now, I have a steady/calm job, a great set of friends, a better idea of my gender/pronouns, and a partner who texted me when I was asleep because she was still awake and was thinking of me.

    Things aren't perfect but man are they better.
     
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    I feel chaotic as fuck right now and nothing can stop me.
     
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    This year has made me feel robbed. It is the first time I've even come close to something with relationship potential, and it's right in the middle of a pandemic, meaning that opportunities for meeting up are scarce. It's not fair. I finally get this opportunity and it's in the most restricted way possible. :frowning2:
     
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    Damn, I only knew her for a few days, and now she's left already?

    Hmmm...she was a good founder.
     
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    Really missing my best friend right now. Hope I hear back from them soon so we can catch up.
     
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    I can't wait for Xmas Eve after work. Work has been so busy and I'm sick of 6 day weeks :/
     
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    You never believed in me.
     
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    Okay, so I may or may not be suicidal, or some sort, but it's not like I'd even actually kill myself, right? Like, damn I sure would like to not exist but...well, if I didn't know people cared about me, I'd probably be gone.
     
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    I'm sorry to hear that and I know what you mean - I've experienced similar thoughts in my past depressed episodes. Make sure to take care of yourself and reach out to others if it helps.

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    Sometimes I just feel uncomfortable and as if I'm not myself for no apparent reason. I've felt like this on and off for years and I've tried to push the thought aside but that just makes it worse. So, I am finally going to confront this feeling and journal whenever it occurs to see if there's a pattern.