What are you thinking?

Doing good so far.

 

What if everyone was gay the whole time and they just didn't admit it.

 

The human race would go extinct and plants live happily ever after

 

Ahh... the "let's wait for a text back and try to look occupied doing it" game. Overthinking like usual. :icon_redf

 

Congrats Hope it goes well.

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Looking for apartments near the three colleges I applied to. Prices aren't too bad. Won't be attending for another year but nice having an idea of what to expect for housing so I can save up.

 

I don't think I ever want a relationship. I like crushing on straight guys, and knowing they won't have a chance with me, makes me feel satisfied (I guess?) Am I crazy? Probably.

 

I wish I could be genuinely happy.

 

Tbh I took this Roots of English class because I thought it'd look good, but its actually really interesting

 

<3 I love the scene of vines and flowers are growing out of human skulls <3

 

I feel strangely positive.

 

And back to a college budget - peanut butter for dinner. :lol:

 

My mate and I are planning on going to Madagascar, and starting to save up $, and look into the best routes to get there, local customs, the best ways to see wildlife, immunizations, &c....I've so long been fascinated by this place, that I have to see it while there is still such a diversity of plant and animal life there.

Watched some more short documentaries on the Fossa, and this animal has very much come to be among my favorites...just the right amount of cute and ferocious!

Wish I had the cash to buy up land, and start up a nature preserve: if I had millions or billions, this is what I'd spend it on: setting aside land, so humans can't spoil it.

 

This was my accomplishment for tonight, it's a great way to wind down. I did most of this one with painter's knives.

 

The days when being a girl isn't for me and nobody understands what that means.....

 

So Yaya Touré won the "African Player of the Year" the last four years in a row; he didn't win it this year and he is butthurt as fuck over it.

And here I am, and I can't stop being amused by it, because it was our player who took the title from him. :roflmao: The guy wearing the Batman mask in my signature? Yeah, he's the guy who won it, and Touré is making an ass out of himself and I think it's funny as hell.

 

I don't know what I'm doing with my life. I feel empty inside.

 

So at 10.30pm I end up texting my friend the following words as they are pronounced in Finnish, to, you know, add some comedy to otherwise kind of a serious question: "do you still love me?"

 

I was going to drive back up to my college place tonight, but my ears have decided to drain. While that is a good thing, sadly it is making me dizzy, so it looks like I will be staying at home another day.

 

Same. My happiness seems rather fleeting and small these days. Even though I don't really have any issues, I just.. I don't know. Something just doesn't quite feel right.



Why is it so hard for me to come out to people who I know will probably be accepting? Ugh, I'm just so fed up of everything right now.

 

Seems like racial preference is a hot topic these days. I'm quite apathetic tbh. But that dating site, where only beautiful people can take part like a high school elite club, is beyond hilarious.