What are you thinking?

Woohooooo, no cavities! :icon_bigg (!)

 

Yeah, it kind of does. But then, I'm quite snarky myself. I feel bad that he died, but at least I didn't have enough time to really get attached to him. Not like it's going to ruin my entire week.

 

Going to one of the malls in Charlotte with my dad and mom because, they have bigger selection. Is it weird that I feel anxious because I know there is a lot of gay guys in that mall?

Might end up buying a blazer. I don't know what kind though. I've been wanting grey but, I can't find one like I envision in my head. So I might just buy a royal-ish blue one.

 

Ok, here we go...

 

I thought there were gay guys at every mall? Or at least the ones with a makeup department (the guys working there are prettier than many of their female customers, and yes, I am biased)!

 

I hate night classes....

 

Omg, there is more to this chemistry project. fml

 

I guess your right. It's just It feels like my gaydar is going off a lot more in here.

 

I wish I was better at sabotaging my own relationships.

 

If it were my first blazer I would get it in navy blue; bonus points if it has brass buttons.

 

Some people are not able to focus on the positive things of this amazing life. I'm sorry for them. I hope they can understand this someday.

 

I just discovered that the clothes (mine) I washed last Saturday is messed up. I now have to wear a baby pink underwear that used to be white. Fuck

The Danger of Doing My Own Laundry

 

Well how many pairs would you deem ok?
- That's literally a weeks worth of underwear... I own about twice that in women's underwear (getting rid of them).

 

I mean I understand the positives and they're all great it's just that the nihilism always swallows them instantly and leaves me with nothing.

 

I'm eating waffles for dinner. With my wine. Like a real adult.

 

You'll understand them completely someday and not even the nihilism could take them away from you.

 

Dayum, I just saw the hottest twunk. He was like 5'6-5'7 with extremely tight black jogger/tights on. I didn't see his face but, from behind....damn. He had blonde hair. He was just so short/cute and muscly. I was on the phone and I totally blanked from the call and focused on his booty.

I kind of feel like a creeper.

 

Sittin' in the dark, off in the room, thinking of you

 

I actually own a navy blue with gold colored buttons and a black one with silver buttons.

(I didn't buy one today either xD)

 

Thinking of how much, i wish pigeons would just die.