What are you thinking?

Well Pup, one thing's for sure, you've helped more than one person here on this forum, including myself

According to the balance of things, you're sure to win the lottery**

(**Or something equivalent in emotional value)

 

Pandora just played the exact same artist twice in a row for me. Weird.

 

This week is just a total write-off.

Sick of being ill.

Sick of kids being s**t.

Sick of being messed around by my school.

Sick of everything really.

Why do I even bother?

 

Oh my. I never would have guessed of you, Husky. I always considered you to be the fun-loving type of person, never thinking you even knew what it means to be blue. I honestly don't know what I could do to make you happy, other than to give some words of wisdom. I know what it's like to be at this point. I'm serious, I know it. Before I found motivation to keep moving in my life from my writing and finding the one I love, I felt like you do now. I learned on my own that life isn't going to get better for you unless you work at making it better yourself. It might sound worse than suicide, but It's pretty much the only true way to pull yourself out of the bottomless pit that is depression even for a while. Through learning this experience, I started finding the motivation I thought I would never be able to find. I found a future job that I like and want to pursue, I found a lover, I even found reasons to smile again. Keep reminding yourself that you are strong enough inside to keep on moving and to never stoop to something as awful as suicide. You still have a lot of live left in store for you. Never waste something as precious as the gift of life. It will never do you any good to do so. I have a lot of faith that if you start working towards happiness, it will come to you faster than if you sat around doing nothing with your life. Go out and see the world. Read a good book or two. Have fun with your loved ones. Take up a hobby. I promise you from the bottom of my heart that you can and will find happiness this way. I really hope you take my words into consideration, and I know the people in you life will be happy you did so. :icon_bigg

 

The new trans Law and Order episode destroyed me.

 

Not going to be looking for that on demand...

 

Word of wisdom for the wise: If you're going to order 50 pizzas, please call ahead and don't just show up at your local Little Caesars and order 50 Hot and Readies. Most of us do not enjoy waiting a half hour for a damn pizza that we would have had delivered if we wanted to wait that long!

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I wondered what my fellow ECers would think of that episode.

 

Damn, 1.5 week forecast has temps going back into 70s (~21-26C) again by the end of it. When is Summer going to end "for reals?"

 

Wooo, meditation is fun. I'm riding the zen, man, yeaah~

 

I wonder if they make Ritalin for cats. This creature has ADHD, I swear. Driving me nuts....

 

Feeling so mopey lately....

 

In a good or bad way?

 

Homecoming Spirit Week next week along with Pep Rally and Homecoming Dance Thursday! So Excited!

 

I'm fucking done with him

 

Hahaha this brings back memories. We had things like "Camo Monday" and "Cowboy Wednesday" "Jinx Day," "Dress up Day," etc.

 

I'm honestly curious, too, what you mean by 'destroy'.

 

Surprising the identity of the character was handled extremely well. It was very subtle and refreshing. It was everything that came after the actual crime that took the dark turn.

I suppose it would be in a good way because moving the audience is what you set out to do. It expected that it would be done tastefully, but they handled it much better than I expect. You just don't expect the emotional because you don't usually empathize with so many characters. The acting was so good.

Well, by destroy I mean that I almost shed a tear. Though I've heard about many people who were drowning in terms. I might have cried if it were night, but I watched it over lunch and nobody has time to be walking around with blood-shot eyes all day. I had to fan those bastards back.

 

My uni applications are done, but I'm still stressing.

I can't wait until this year is over; once offers come out I'm sure I'll have such a weight lifted from my shoulders.

 

The new night guard looks a lot like James Earl Cash(The main character of Man hunt). If anyone breaks into the store(which I doubt will happen), he could turn off the lights and perform executions with his nightstick. Or better yet, nightsticks .