What are you thinking?

Don't you know?

Out is the new in.

 

I laughed. Stealing that.

 

I need to socially transition for my mental sake and happiness. Also thinking about gender therapy.

 

o/~ The way out is the way in/The way out is the way-yay-yay-yin o/~

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Jesus Fucking Christ, I thought they were going to double penetrate him...

 

The fucking light in my lamp burnt out and now it fucking smells in my room. Fuck me. -_-

 

She asked me what I want for my birthday and now I'm contemplating really hard because I once again have the power to get her to do whatever I want.

If I was to be truthful, I want her to love me. But let's be realistic.

What *do* I want from her? I don't want it to be just some other thing that I bargain out of her because I can. I want something meaningful and precious and personal.

Or maybe what I really want is more of her. Maybe a Skype call? Maybe I should do that instead of asking for a present? It would be amazing to speak to her properly rather than by texting.

Hmm. *thinking hard*

 

Well, I went to a job interview today. Hopefully I get it!

 

second half of my day was pretty awesome. I was in a mall/shopping center in the suburbs of San fransisco...and I was so comfortable with myself. I felt so...myself. I was happy.

I haven't seen one of my nephews for 2 years and he wasn't used to the new gypsy closet...so he was really homophobic towards me. When he came up to me and said "you know john, your my uncle but, your a little bit queer.". It was awkward so I said "do you even know what queer means?"........ MY OTHER NEPHEWS BACKED ME UP!....they said "yeah, tell him john".

I'm tearing up writing this from how awesome it felt. I felt so acceoted even though I'm not out.

......my sisters had to talk about how disgusting gay sex is tonight after my day though.

All in all....I feel so awesome. I want to move from NC and get somewhere more like this. Not to mention there is hot boys everywhere.

 

Im hungry

 

This is sad, I'm having a semi-exchange with a television evangelist. Some highlights...

TV Pastor: The end times will come when nobody expects it.
Me: So... if I believe the end will happen, every single day, it never will?

TV Pastor: Only a FOOL believes what they think about God.
Me: LOLwut?!

TV Pastor: *talks some more about earthquakes, death, chaos, yadda yadda*
Me: I should turn the channel, this i--
TV Pastor: NOW I KNOW WHAT YOU'RE THINKING! Turn the channel and forget all about the Lord, go about ya Sunday in blissful ignorance, but let me tell ya, HE KNOWS WHAT YOU'RE CONTEMPLATING! AND HE'LL TURN THE CHANNEL ON YOU!
Me: Holy shit! LOL.
By far, the best bit/moment.

TV Pastor: Loneliness is a growing epidemic, but God is all you need. Have you ever asked yourself, why am I lonely? Doesn't God love me!
Me: Sometimes, sure.
TV Pastor: Perhaps God has allowed you to feel this way, so that you may serve him better.
Me: Did you just tell me, indirectly, that I could be alone -- FOREVER?!
TV Pastor: Jesus had no need for marriage, but he loved many.
Me: Wait... are you implying Jesus was... no, you didn't...
TV Pastor: Jesus didn't have a girlfriend, and he was without sin. We can only hope God has mercy on our hearts, and allows us into matrimony.
Me: I had no idea the Ancient fuckin' World utilized terms like "girlfriend"! Thank you, Mr. ___ of the ___ church, for this refreshing history lesson!

This is how I'm spending my Sunday morning.



Help me, LOL.

 

There is tv... And there is ARTE.

Dmn, I'm hooked again..

 

holy frak, I just accidentally drinks my dad's rice whisky and swear to gods, how people could drink something like the alcohol, its taste was horrible.
and btw, I think I'm drunk right now.:dead:

 

sugar makes me feel tired and sleepy...

 

A butch lesbian was hired as a maid, or at least I think she is, she fits every stereotype...One of the maids said that she "walks like a man"...Well if she is, I hope she's not the type that hates Gay men...

 

It's been months since the last time, but this guy wants me to box him again. The first and only time, he took it a little personal and I wasn't in the mood for that, so at the time it was decided, I wouldn't do that again.

However, he's had months to get better, and he says it won't be close this time. I could use the extra activity... but I really shouldn't, because I'm slightly pissed... then again, that may be just what I need...




Fuck it.
It gives me something to do today, that isn't article-related, and he's paying for my gloves.

The least I can do is punch him a few times, LOL.

 

I need someone by my side.
But with time i noticed there are not many left...

 

I'm thinking...why goes through all that trouble to create "war" threads in Fun and Games section when people are clearly having a blast in those racial threads.
Ah, love and hate them at the same time, what a spectacular battle of egos.

 

I'm becoming a little bear cub more each day. That's not a bad thing, but it would be cool if my roars would match it. Oh well.

 

Keep talking like that, and I just might have to punish y'all! :eek: