What are you thinking?

I've thought about that, but really don't think I can afford to give it u before getting another.

 

I really need to stay awake all night and NOT go to sleep during the day to get back to my regular "schedule".

 

Start getting apps out there and see what happens.

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EEH! Yay! Inadvertently came out to family through Facebook, added relatives as friends and everyone's accepting so far!

 

Feels like I am spiraling into a deep dark depression again. I want to cry.

 

I've been thinking of looking into charitable, humanitarian, social work type organisations for work, even asked the program coordinator at my LGBT* center on this last weekend. But as with anything unsure what working at such a place, even as a temporary job, would be like.

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If I can find anything within a ore targeted search, as mirko suggested, I definitely want to.

Congrats on your coming out and its going well!

 

It'll help to search around in the meantime, and I'd even suggest taking a weekend to frequent various stores who may need help, usually outlets or small businesses, who need some extra hands around during the holiday season. Just yesterday, I managed to pick up three applications for cashier/stock jobs at various small businesses, who just need someone around for Christmas sales. I imagine the environment would be much less strenuous unlike working for a corporal...

I'm sorry you're going through this. I hope the depression passes quickly and that you'll be on your way to better and brighter things. (*hug*)

 

Would like to consider this as well, but need to think of what sort of small businesses I'd like working with and what's around here. Am embarrassingly unfamiliar with them around here...

 

I wish people would stop sharing Britain First' contributions on Facebook. Don't they see the sinister ideology behind the words?

 

Spoiler

Omg, he can rescue me any day <3

 

In preparation for the Arkansas/Mizzou game later today. Go Tigers!

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First Black Friday shift down, one more to go. My first shift was actually a lot of fun. Hopefully me second shift will be the same

 

Thank you

 

First thing that came to mind...



/thread - Have two more boxes of Oreo ice cream. Going to eat them tonight, and after that... start working towards losing all the weight i gained during these past few days, over my boy drama.

On a side note. Watched RHPS with friends, turned out... Quite better than i expected. Humor in the show was, something that i quite enjoyed. I mean, it's so weird, that it's actually fun. Too bad it was like ~4AM at the time, so i was mostly listening and occasionally watching. Think i fell asleep at one time... Definetly going to rewatch it!

 

I've been planning to buy a PS4 before moving out seeing as how nothing was said over the past 2 months, even though I've tried to sit everyone down to figure it out. Yesterday, my "future" landlord came up to me and asking me if I was still interested in moving in, I said yes and she said that we'd meet up on Thursday so now I probably have to use the PS4 money to get myself settled instead of the PS4 I wanted. I know that I can buy it any other time but I wish she would've talked this over with me before hand so that I could prepare. I was beginning to think that she didn't want me moving in at all.

 

When will this damn sneezing end? It's ruined my day.

 

I feel your pain. I've been coughing myself to hiccoughs for the past three days.

I hope you get better soon. (*hug*)

 

Black Friday, because nothing shouts "America" more than trampling over 50 people punching and kicking to get the "best deal" on the exact same stuff as last year. Don't you just love commercialism?

 

I don't really want to move out of home next week. I don't feel mature enough to live by myself. What if I can't do it? What if I fail miserably? What if I get so broke that I have to move back? Is that failing life?

Oh, and I want a cat.

 

Why is it that I can do more advanced maths in subjects like chemistry with ease and yet when I do easier maths in the actual Maths subject I struggle so much?!