What are you thinking?

I regret not shaving before work :dry:

 

Ahh learning korean is so hard!! Must endure!!

 

Bloody asshole. The driver saw me, I know. But no, he has to lock the doors and piss off before I can get on.

 

Cut my finger yesterday on the Deli slicer at work, ended up in the ER and all they did was give me my tetanus shot and a wrapped my finger up.

 

Here a hug (*hug*). I cut my finger at work last night washing dishes.

 

Operation Clean the Ever-Loving Shit Out of the Oven (or OCtELSOotO for short) has one tiny little kink.

I have no fucking clue how to clean an oven.

 

The great holy artifact of great knowledge other wise known as google can help you. :lol:

 

Sometimes I feel that typing the way I talk isn't the best idea in the world.
It can often be misinterpreted when speaking to people who aren't from round here.

 

My family is going to travel over 1800 Km to see a washed-up pop act like Lionel Richie. Their idiocy really does know no bounds

 

I already know this!!! Why are we going over it AGAIN /.\ im so bored /.\
I know I shouldn't be on the phone in class but…I've done this and I'm the only one participating…why is no one participating…???

 

Well, they're putting me on medication today. Hopefully I'll be back to normal soon. Last night I felt like I was in hell.

 

Heart is playing tricks on me again, and I'm not talking about relationships. This morning I woke up with a weat t-shirt and sheets : Cold sweat.

Nobody knows about it... And how scared and alone I feel when this happens. All I can do is to swallow some propanolol, because to drink right now is out of the question. I won't take that pill, because I need to function 150% right now... I really do feel alone and sad when this happens, having the enemy inside and being totally defenceless. The doctor said it was ok last year. I'm scared to go this year... I'm scared, period.

 

I think I'm going to watch one of the 2 Tim Minchin shows on Netflix, again.

 

LOL, I love life...

 

Haha ok so I have to things to share cx


So right now j got back Tom tu hallway and I saw this cute guy and he had two friends and I saw him giving people hugs including one the most stereotypical gay guy in school he's a cheerleader and presents as like the stereotypical gay, which I thought was awesome and then I saw him hugging like his friends which were girls and they all hugged together and it was like an awkwardly long hug and I laughed and then I was walking out the door and the girl stopped m and said can you take a picture of us and I said yes and took the photo and sb said keep taking pics so I did haha but of myself like I started taking selfies cx and I handed her her phone and walked way they were like "*laughing* I like this one we look cute! He got my foot!!! *laughing*" then I could hear they got to my photos because they started laughing so hard haha and the girl said "he left me like ten selfies *laughing*" haha I took selfies on her phone cx

Well so yesterday I got three friend request on fb one from my friend David and another by my friend Eduardo and a third one but I didn't recognize him so I didn't accept and today like an hour ago I left my ID in my biology class and was walking out from the S building after getting it and this guy waved at me and I smiled because I didn't know him, and he ran up to me and hugged me like HARD and he said "we're you wearing makeup in your profile pic for facebook?*smiling*" and I was just like no haha and then I realised like haha how do you about my profile pic??? Haha btw that's the one I use here, well anyways he was like "so you just look like this naturally!" And honestly I was kind of scared I was like "no?" and he was like I knew it and I was just like what are you talking about so yea his friend called him and he left…but it was weird, although I won't complain because he was REALLY cute cx

 

Dull day. I feel sorry for myself. It's beginning to become secondhand nature, self-pity.

What can I do about it? I'll just have to let it fester, I suppose. They pull me out and I simply fall back down.

And, to think, I'm only shy of fifteen. Fucked up world this is, eh?

But enough of my droning. Have a nice day/night, everyone.

 

I am actually eating ice cream of my own choice right now. You proud of me?

 

Yes. (*hug*)

 

I'm hopeless.
Why do I feel an urge to look at universities???
Surely choosing my GCSEs is slightly more important.

The only positive being that physics no longer looks like somewhere i want to go, I'll just stick with maths and maybe some theoretical stuff.

 

Thanks(*hug*)
I can make this work. Just have to delete the calorie counting app from my phone, and just be smart. I can do this