I'm currently thinking 2 things: God, I love this song (She Looks So Perfect by 5SOS) and that I probably should not have eaten all that cake mix. I tried to bake a cake with my sister but the mixture was too runny and started leaking out of the bottom of the tin, and then the bottom fell out of the tin and it ended up all over my hands, so I just ate it We did bake the cake but I think we ate too much of the mix!
My dog does NOT know how to take a compliment...I hold his head in my hands and tell him "You is kind. You is smart. You is important." He responds by immediately beginning to lick his butt.
Ugh, why do I even plan on giving my crush a PAPER asking him to add me online? That's like super low-- Or so I think? :bang: I wish I had a ton of courage. It's bad enough that I scream internally and freeze up when he tries to talk to me! :|
Venting. I usually encourage everyone to take part in all discussions on this site, but I would really wish certain members would actually give some thought to the things that they post in the support area, rather than downplaying a valid issue or ignoring a problem. If I am not knowledge on a subject, I don't speak on it. If I have nothing to say, I say nothing. I don't mean to be the asshole here, but when I see minors posting "Age is nothing but a number". Members who have the exact same issues as a poster rushing to claim that "there is nothing wrong" with a mindset that they know is negative to justify their own. Members telling minors/dependents "Screw your parents. I would never deal with that" or to contact Social Services or move out simply because they are judgmental or homophobic, without understanding the repercussions. And the list goes on. This can't continue being as prevalent on the support forums as it has been. (*hug*)
Sent an email the other evening to the local media program and got a response the following day. Gave some general details about what they're auditioning for at the moment, which is a six week performance tour. Kind of half expected it'd be the latter, and while it'd provide experience still, was hoping more it'd be shooting for the television show they produce. On top of that the person who relied, that runs the program, said for me to call his number for more information. I sent an email in the first lace to avoid using the hone. Now I have to work up the nerve to call, and soon as possible... :tears:
It's going to be okay. Maybe what would help is to prepare for the phone conversation ahead of time. Deep breath Josh. You can do this. (*hug*)
To be clear, probably not panicking as much as the message implies, but still a good deal of anxiety all the same. Don't really want to make the fuss, but at the same time it'd probably be good to at least try. Just don't feel as eager or enthusiastic about this opportunity as I should be...
:O None of these guys know. But, lol, It felt so good laying in a bed with him... even if the only touching happened because he moves in his sleep... I loved it though. ---------- Post added 6th Jun 2014 at 02:57 PM ---------- Haha... I changed my mood to crushing just 'cause I really do feel that way
Can this like happen to me like nothing to cause him (my friend who I've been crushing on) wanting to get in bed with me but like just to snuggle I made myself feel lonely now :tears:
Hey, comes with perks. - First day of work. Tired as hell. Coffee IV wouldn't be a bad idea. But work's easy to master and I suppose it'll work out if I can still comprehend everything. - Ugh. Brother's bitching about the drive. Everything's the end of the world to him. >:|
It's good you are not panicking as much. Yes, there is no harm in trying. You don't have anything to lose. If it turns out that it is not meant to be or not what you had hoped for, at least you gave it a try.
