What Are You Thinking?

Seahawks win!

LOL at Richard Sherman.

 

Sigh. I guess I have to root for the Broncos.

 

Most humans are fucking dickheads... Something im learning. I need to stop trusting everybody...

---------- Post added 20th Jan 2014 at 04:27 AM ----------

Also, im a failed gay apparently...

 

Seahawks to the Super Bowl!!!!! Yaaaay!!

 

I seem to be more cynical today than usual.. Probably because of the TYT Putin video (which had me ranting on Twitter). Hopefully I'm in a better mood, tomorrow.

 

Got called into work today. They changed the schedule without telling me. Saw a cute, redheaded guy at work today. He was rude. I bought a t.v. on Amazon 83% off the list price. Got back home to an e-mail from Amazon telling me that the order was canceled because the seller listed the wrong price. Had to buy a used HDTV with a scratch on the screen off eBay for $104, setting me back quite a bit. But I need a t.v. Today is January 20th. On this day last year, my ex-boyfriend and I officially started dating. January 20th was probably my happiest moment last year. Today, it's just a reminder of how I failed to keep him, and by extension, how I fail at most things in my life. I need a drink. I will have that drink now.

 

Ugh. Waking up to my mother yelling and my insolent brother making snarky remarks because a (somewhat) large sum of money disappeared from our house is definitely not a good way to start the day. Stop losing money because you carelessly leave it all around the house or I'll go mad. Seriously, I swear my whole family doesn't know how to handle money.

 

I'm worried

 

I wish you'd be online at the same time as me just once, send me a message, or let me know you're still around, but I'll assume you're just as busy as I've been with classes and leave it at that.

A failed gay? Does that mean you'll finally be crossing over to the other team (aka dark side)?

 

Can I say I have friends?

 

Why not?

 

I'm so Fing fat

 

God damn it, why can't people just stop telling me how bad cigarettes are for me? I know they're unhealthy. I get told that all the time. One more person telling me that I'm messing up my body isn't going to make me quit....

 

What's wrong boo?

(*hug*)

 

I've done a lot of thinking today and realized my home life isn't great.

 

It is just that I would like to be asked to go out somewhere with people. I am usually at home doing the same things over and over again. A change wouldn't go unnoticed.

 

People telling me to quit makes me smoke more. Even though I told my dad to quit and he did...

 

Just realized today was Superbowl. Dad would've hated missing this- Seahawks were his team.

 

The Super Bowl is on February 2nd. But they will play the Broncos. Today the seahawks played for the NFC championship, with the winner playing the AFC champion (Broncos) for the overall, NFL Super Bowl championship. Today was basically like the seahawks won the semifinals to advance to the finals (i.e. Super Bowl)

Sorry about your dad missing the game (*hug*).

 

Bah, college. Completely not in the mood.