What Are You Thinking?

Found my Irish Passport (!!)(!)(!)(!) Note to self "keep on top of your Housework you lazy Gobshite" :roflmao:

 

Its much easier to just keep it somewhere you'll remember and let the house go to shit.

 

My mother is doing something unnecessary and is visiting a mental health place in my behalf... I didn't ask her to do this, and I wanted to do this on my own after I started working. Annnnnd, I have to go to CVS Pharmacy and see if they'll interview me for a job. My boyfriend didn't reply to my e-mail yesterday, either. On top of all that, there's this feeling...this bad feeling that I can't shake. :icon_confused: Today...*sigh*

 

I hope that when I die, I will become a spirit of some sort, like Jack Snow, just to observe all those cute couples. Yeah I just wanna look at them. I don't want a relationship for my own. Weird, huh? I want to watch over them. But mostly just watch lol.

 

I always feel so uncomfortable masturbating when my parents are in the house.

 

I just received my exam grades today. All As except for one subject, but even that's still a B+.

I'm feeling really happy right now

 

I really need to put away my laundry...

 

Ahhh when are my shoes coming in ! Almost done with my Cosplay !!

 

Be calm. Be calm.

 

I may have gotten a lower score than I hoped but nothing feels better than having someone grade your essay and use male pronouns for you, even when your girly legal name's on top of the paper and you said nothing about being a guy. Not sure whether it's my writing style or a pronoun 'mix up' but I don't give a fuck! He's my new favorite peer reviewer.

 

Telephone interview for pharmacy technician position soon... really nervous >.< I want this job so badly, especially b/c commuting here is more convenient compared to other places I applied to.

 

Everything is going great right now. My aunt and step-uncle (who has been more of an uncle to me than any of my blood related uncles) bought me and my sister a car of our own. They bought me a black 2002 Jeep Liberty Sport, and my sister a 1999 Green CR-V. (My sister cried on her way home because a green CR-V is her ultimate dream car. And my sister never cries. XD) They got us new tires, my sister new locks, and me a brand new windshield. For a year and a half my sister and I have been sharing a Honda that had a broken rack and pinion, which broke 2 power steering pumps; and that made turning nearly impossible. It also had a broken driver's seat, which was off its track, making it very dangerous to sit in. So I'm very thankful that my aunt and uncle did that for us.

Also, my baby kitten, that was determined to keep nursing, has finally started eating solid food!

 

Why the idea of doing the 'call back' to a store always makes me anxious.....

Also, today's gonna be my first time driving into the city for my therapy appointment completely alone. Really hope I don't end up in any awkward traffic situations or get lost by accident. x_____x

 

I think I'm walking into something dangerous, but I have to know.

 

Cant help but congrats on the good things

 

Hm... This is good.
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Just put in a shitload of job applications online in the past 3 hours or so... x_x I'm bushed.

 

Applying for a queer scholarship and I'd like to put my trans* status and male name on there but I'm not ready to risk potentially being out to parents yet...

 

I can't wait till my vacation next week. Can't. Wait. I'm about to go crazy