What Are You Thinking?

Ugh I hate when I see cute guys...so I went and bought this shirt at American Eagle, the guy who helped me and rang me up was so freaking cute, he was so happy and smiling and friendly, and he certainly acted very gay...yet of course all I was there to do was make a purchase and leave, and afterward I just can't get him out of my head. There seem to be soooo many cute guys out there, yet somehow I can't find one to be my boyfriend... :icon_sad:

 

I keep listening to the Halo theme song on youtube cause it's strangely comforting and soothing. Definitely one of the best video game theme songs ever.

 

I wish we were already in Colorado. I'm tired of school and not looking forward to being separated from L for the next few months for her work. Not to mention dealing with all the legal crap and my ex so I'll be allowed to move with the kids.

 

Right. ( ;_; )

My summer classes start a week after finals. I'm already exhausted enough. Though I suppose I will still have a good amount of free time during the summer since I'll only have two.

 

So my spyware program is finally able to get through an entire scan uninterrupted [can't remember the last time it was able to,] but of course it's non-responsive so I can't complete the final step.

HAHAHAHAHA. :dry:

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Try not to think about getting a boyfriend. Just start small by getting comfortable flirting with guys [or at least navigating that ambiguous zone where it's flirting and not-flirting at the same time....] :eek:

 

Kristen Wiig on SNL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D


"Can I do your that?"

 

SNL was awesome tonight!

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So, tomorrow, I am going to my families mother's day get together with an aqua blue men's shirt, a black vest with pinstripes down the back and black men's slacks. I can't wait to see the looks on their faces...

 

Thanks that's really helpful.

 

I bought a plaid shirt today. It feels like an accomplishment.

 

Ahhahahah! Rakkus, oh my god.

I'm sorry but that happened. Out shopping at Sears, I check out and there was this woman working check out. Cute, curvy, just my type. And I'm buying my things, trying not to stare. She asks for my number. I give it out. I get roped into signing up for the rewards program. Oye.

And apparently I bear a stricking resemblance to Emma Watson. ;p

 

So hungry today, think I got the munchies :rolle:

 

That's cool. :eusa_clap

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Just got called into work. I can't cash my check. And now I have to trick my dad into taking me all the way to Watchung from Newark. And I got to convince him to pick us up as well. :eusa_doh:

I am too seconds away from falling to pieces. It's coming back sooner than it should've. It's only been about three weeks since I beat it back. This is ridiculous. :tears:

Not to mention I can't seem to write anything to save my life because my thoughts are all over the place. Now my emotions are on a matching frequency. :dry:

I just want to ball up in my covers and disappear right now. I don't want to talk. I am pissed off and I know I shouldn't be this mad over the situation but this is truthfully the :***: I don't like. :tantrum:

 

I'm going to assume that this is from one of those Korean online clothing stores. :lol:

 

As expected, all but one of my holds were at the library today. Wouldn't be surprised if the last just happened to show up tomorrow.... :rolle:

Also, I checked out the 'Free Will Astrology' section of our local events paper and I found it strange that one of my favorite, if not my favorite, composers was cited in my horoscope. (Theremin music cue.)

 

I have to go to the store today, but I really, really don't want to.

 

Yay! I passed the first selection! Thanks god

 

"Eat something for lunch," they said. "You need to eat," they said.
"I feel bloated, now," I say.

 

Haha! Patrick in his knee highs and fishnets. That little scene was probably my favorite.

Visiting an arboretum today. Hurrah for trees, shrubs and everything else.

 

I'm honestly surprised that humanity has not caused its own extinction yet.

 

I feel like absolute crap. Like nothing. I worked my super long over night double and then drove the 30 minutes to my grandfather's so we could celebrate my birthday this evening. I wake up 8 hours later to find no one home at my grandfather's. My mother and aunt's Mother's Day gifts are untouched and I can't get anyone to answer their phones. So now I'm sitting in this quiet house, alone. I just want to drive back to my place and curl up in a ball.