What Are You Thinking?

So Margret Thatcher is dead. She's been ill for quite a while so I suppose it's not that big of a surprise but I suppose because she's such an iconic figure it still for me, took a moment to process. The Iron Lady is dead. As far as I'm concerned a lot of her policies ruined this country and I despise the Tories with every fibre of my being however I just have this strange feeling. I can't explain it. This all just feels weird.

 

No more classes for the rest of 2013? Yes please!

Also, this year's Frosh Week is shaping up to be awesome already...

 

I keep worrying that I'm not emotionally (romantically) attracted to girls. I'm not sure if this my brain trying to convince me I'm straight or If I really am not attracted to them. UGHHH why can't my brain just stahhpp?! Or why can't I get a damn crush? I just want to know that I haven't been romantically fantasizing about them for nothing..
Well, at least I know I'm sexually attracted to them... but still. It's not enough

Blaahhhggg. I am one train wreck of a person.

 

There is so much shade being thrown around now that it's hilarious.

 

When you make a graph, please label the axes. It's very difficult to relate the plot to the text otherwise.

 

Just got back from the Ellie Goulding concert in Amsterdam, it was magnificent. Her voice is so good. And this guy was the support act, I think I want to marry him. Matthew Koma - One Night (YouTube)

 

Once again, I'm feeling really, really low. It's just getting worse. I don't know what's wrong with me. I don't know what I'm supposed to do. It's getting unbearable.

 

Getting to watch Shakira on The Voice is the only thing that gets me through a Tuesday shift. :lol:

 

I keep feeling like I'm not Bi/Pan I'm Gynosexual??? And that really scares me because right now I romantically like a gq maab person and I really want this to work with them?? fml

 

Stupid, stupid, stupid...UGH! :bang:
Honestly...it's always just a matter of time before I say something boneheaded and absolutely stupid. :tantrum:

 

Lol. I ran out of fucks yesterday morning.
Yaaaay. I might get expelled this week if I act up.

 

My back has been killing me for two days and i still have three more shifts to go before i have a day off :icon_sad:

 

All this rain, cold, wind, gloominess, Wisconsin definitely has the best weather of all North America -_- /sarcasm....Well that's why tea was invented I suppose

 

My roommate is pissed at me because I already ate dinner. Wtf? This is just ridiculous.She can sit in her room and sulk all she wants; I'm not going to let her get to me!

 

If anyone is in the Midwest, I hope you're safe during the bad weather spell that's going on right now. This bites because in a few days it's going to be slamming the east coast.

 

The Girl Who Played with Fire is on TV. I spent five minutes finding the stupid channel instead of just getting up and putting in the DVD. Crazy.

 

Not sure if crush is flirting, or I'm reading way more into it than normal....



Either way, I love the extra attention! (!)

 

...and here's the panic...DAMN IT ALL...I was SO :***: HAPPY earlier today and yesterday was like the best day I've had in YEARS. :bang: I am spiraling into craziness...and wanting to cut...:tantrum:

 

Sitting in a room with two other people wondering why everyone has to be so social. STFU, enjoy the silence and leave me and my laptop be. I think I may be antisocial lol.

 

I feel like hella scared now. There have been robberies in my town for like the past month.
Yesterday my substitute teacher's house got robbed while she was working. What they steal? Guns. Damn idiots are STEALING guns. Cause our government is finally caring about our safety.

I hate the South. I want a country with gun regulations, any help with that? :/