What Are You Thinking?

My Internet keeps shutting off for no reason. And don't I feel loved. My sister informed me she doesn't care if I die. Lovely.

I kinda want to eat.. But can't be bothered. And I'm bored. Still. Dammit I want my laptop!!! Stupid charge cable >.<

 

I pre-ordered that game when it came out, but I only finished it a couple weeks ago. xD It's a really good game though.

 

Oh dear god. End of the second and it is 0-4.

 

Alright 2 goals in 9:12. Go Canucks Go.

--Edit

Goal 3. Go Canucks Go. Go Canucks Go.

 

So they didn't pull it out, but damn that was exciting. So close...

 

[YOUTUBE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CPT19A2skA[/YOUTUBE]

 

i think i'm thinking about this whole gay thing way too much. what if i just left it alone? i'm beginning to feel that all of this time i'm putting into this is pointless.

maybe i'm just making a big deal out of nothing or am just trying to run towards issues that really aren't important.

i just want this whole ordeal to be over. i don't want being gay to become my whole life. when i see other gay men, i notice how they pretty much make it their life. it's like everything about them revolves around being homosexual. i see the same thing with straight men too. they make being straight revolve around their life. it becomes them. they basically limit their lives to certain things to perpetuate their sexuality, i guess. a form of security within themselves that they lack. i feel that my sexuality should be a part of me, NOT me entirely.

 

Dentist Wednesday. How I don't want to go but I think missing half a tooth is a pretty solid reason to :/

 

YAY~!!! I've made my own little forum~ Fufufu...
I feel like drooling.... XD

 

I fully intend to stay in this city forever.

 

I am shocked beyond compare...George Clooney just revealed he contemplated suicide in 2005. Woah. I feel normal... to think big movie stars even think this makes me feel human...they’re human. We’re human. None of us are immune. Woah. Just. Woah.

 

Jet lag....up at 5am...

 

:bang::bang::bang:
It's like the world plans to kill me by baiting out my anger. Just 'til when will those people actually keep pretending they aren't seeing how much I'm suffering from shouldering every single part of this job? Just 'til when will they realize how hard it is to do the things I assigned them to do?

I'm so sick of their faces, their excuses. I hope they get to eat something bitter today, so they'll get reminded that I'm basically still HERE.

 

and the tea bags
and the plates
and the other clothes
and the dishes
and the food you left out in the kitchen
Because the house is a f***ing pigsty, and it's not my fault.

 

I have to do an essay on gay rights and have 3 sources I need 5....

 

>:-----------------|

BORED. My friends are busy.

 

I don't feel like going out and doing anything, but I need to go to the bank, get a haircut, and want to get some more piercings in my ears

 

After watching ESPN and listening to sports radio all morning I'm boiling.

I so sick of all you people in the Pac 12, or whatever it is you call yourselves now, constantly complaining...especially you Ducks.

So listen up Oregon--you hippies--stop your whining and bitching about how the BCS is showing favoritism to the Southeastern Conference. It's simply a better conference..hands down. We play real football here, not that sugarfoot offense you run...this is a top tier conference..so don't try and compare your second tier team from your second tier conference to ours...Last time you went up against an SEC school you got your ass whipped...and you got your ass whipped by LES MILES of all people...and he's an idiot!!

So go back to doing what you people out there do best...protesting causes and smoking dope and leave the football to us who know how to do it.

Roll Tide.

 

I don't want to go to this gathering today, I don't want to get dressed....I just want to lay around in boxers and listen to my baroque music. ><