Hello. First of all I'm sorry if my english is not good, I'm not a native speaker of the language. So I'm a 21 years old cisgender male, but I'm pretty confused of what my sexual orientation is. Here's my story (it's long): In my whole life I've only fell in love twice, both of those persons were girls, but they were never interested in me, so I've never actually had a relationship and, when it comes to romantic relationships, I've always imagined myself with a girl. I've never imagined being in a romantic relationship with a guy. Also, I don't fall in love so easily. However, I've always enjoyed gay porn way more than straight porn and lesbian porn does nothing to me (I find it weird). Yet, when I see pictures of men and women naked, or solo videos of both genders masturbating, I do not get aroused. I tend to think that what I like in porn are not the persons, but the acts (oral sex, vaginal sex in straight porn (I'm not into anal sex with a firl); and oral sex, frot and anal sex in gay porn), but I'm not really sure. Another thing is that I've always had a fetish for male feet. I also think that maybe that's why I like gay porn, because I can see men's feet being sucked/licked in some videos. As for my family, I know that my dad would support me, but I'm unsure if my mom would. For all people (except two friends) I'm straight. So, right here you may be thinking that I'm bisexual or homosexual heteroromantic, and I was already accepting that I may be bi, but then I had a sexual experience with a male and confused me a lot more (so far I haven't had sex with a female). Several weeks ago I created an account in ###### because I wanted to experiment with my sexuality, and I found a guy who I met in his place and agreed to have a no strings attached experience. We started tongue kissing each other while hugging (I was virgin and it was also my first kiss), then we removed each other clothes and continued to make out. He also had a foot fetish, so we both sucked and licked each other's feet and then we gave each other oral sex. Also, we agreed to have a versatile experience, but I wasn't able to top him, so I ended bottoming. How was this experience? It wasn't disgusting, but it wasn't pleasurable. It was... meh. I liked kissing and hugging him, but I didn't get totally aroused by it, I didn't like giving him oral sex and I didn't feel anything when he sucked me. I also didn't get aroused while sucking his feet. As for anal sex, I didn't feel pain, but I didn't feel pleasure. Actually I've felt more pleasure if I stimulate my prostate with my fingers than what I felt while bottoming. This left me with three questions in my head: Am I bi or do I like males (or just their feet)? Do I need to be in love with the person to feel pleasure? Would I feel pleasure if I have sex? Also, I'm feeling kind of bad for using the app to find someone to have sex with, since it violated one of my morals (to know the person). I mean, not because of the sex, but because I did not know the guy. So, this is it. I'm more confused and I know that many of the things I write are contradicting themeselves. What do you guys/girls think? Greetings from Mexico.
