What’s the worst that could happen can happen if I told my presumably straight crush I like her? With the help of a support group. I have. learned I’m afraid of both reactions. I’m afraid if she reacts negatively. I’m afraid if replicates she my feelings. But I don’t want to do anything that would ruin my friendship with her. I have sent her confusing signals. I want to be around her but when I am I get scared and run away. When I’m around her I feel overwhelmed with emotions. It has this it has been This way since the day I met her. These are very strong emotions that I cannot describe. I can feel her looking at me. Negative feelings I don’t want her anywhere near me. But when I leave I regret not talking to her. What is going on with all these emotions when I’m around her. Why do I have such strong emotions when I’m around her I feel a connection with her. I have also told myself that she doesn’t like me . I have made assumptions about her hating me to protect myself . It’s easier for me to think she hates me then to get rejected by her by her and get hurt . If I assume she hates me then she can’t hurt me. I get the intuition that she knows how I feel because someone may have told her. I would like to tell her so I can MoveOn. Because I have realized seeing her for who she really is takes her off the pedestal and I see her as a real person. I want to let her know That was never supposed to get out to her. A friend and said she did something to me and that’s why I like her. I feel my friends accusations are horrible and not right . I stood up for my crush. That I take the blame for falling for her and what happened. My family has gotten involved. Need to think she did something to me . I suspect this has got out to my crush and she is hurt. Also I have sought inside and talking to people makes me anxious. She likes to talk on the phone but talking on the phone makes me me nervous Especially with someone I like.
