Dear community, I have lived my 30 first years as a man, with each passing day making it more clear that my true nature is to live as a woman, in a woman's body. I've been a woman for a few days (only !) now when I'm home but I feel that I have a much longer path before I can fully enjoy my life as a girl. My question is primarily adressed to more experienced transgendered persons… I have always been interested in women, sexually, but as a general company as well… Will that change ? Sometimes when I'm a woman at home, and have not had a man's body for days, I have sexual fantasies for men, which is really surprising to me (but not too disturbing, since it also appears as change, a proof that I am changing). But I still love women so much that I really feel that won't cease at all and I will love them just as much … Problem is, as far as I have searched, leabian and Bi cis women don't seem to be interested at all in mtf persons… I know it is a mere generalization, but since lesbians and bi women are (amazingly to me) still a minority, if those of them being potentially attracted to me are a minority inside a minority… Will I be alone like all my life ? Or do I really have to make the leap and let me being operated as soon as possible (before I am too old) ? What would be your advice, your experience. Can you help me understand that my sex/love life will be if I fully start my life as the woman I have always dreamed to be ? best wishes Natalie.