Hi, I feel like I'm always going to be single, not that I want to be married straight away but now just turned 48, I just dont see how some one could love me , let alone want to be with me all the time . just how I feel latley, always been single ,never had a relationship let alone sex in a relationship... try to go out to friends gatherings and work stuff but I have a lot of self estem and social anxiety problems.. any way some times I just get so frustrated with my self a lot.. does any one go thru times like this in your head ??