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Discussion in 'General Support and Advice' started by Starfleet, Sep 26, 2014.

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  1. CrazyAwkward

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    Good morning! Glad to hear you are in better spirits today :slight_smile:
     
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    Hi! :slight_smile: Thanks, I really am. I don't think I'm "all better" or anything silly like that, but I'm looking forwards for the first time in a long time.
     
    #22 Starfleet, Sep 27, 2014
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    That was interesting. Very A Million Little Pieces-que. Have you considered becoming a writer?
     
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  4. Starfleet

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    Hi. I think about it. Sometimes I write Star Trek fan fic.
     
    #24 Starfleet, Sep 27, 2014
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    Hi Everypony! Since you stood by me thru a bad time, I thought you should know today was a *great* time. :slight_smile: We had that block party at our apartments, my manager's band sounded awesome, and I just hung out and rocked out all afternoon. One of those new neighbors I mentioned was face-painting, and she painted Rainbow Dash's Cutie Mark on my cheek. xD

    There were some anxiety stresses, but nothing I couldn't handle. I needed a good time, and I got one. :slight_smile:

    The band's vocalist is a hot chick with an awesome voice, and it was great watching and listening to them, and rocking out.

    Thanks again for standing with me. :slight_smile:
     
    #25 Starfleet, Sep 27, 2014
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    You r way to important to this world to leave it. It does get very tiring I agree. Remember u r not alone.
     
    #26 QueenOrange, Sep 27, 2014
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    I'm glad it went so well; though I knew it would :slight_smile:
     
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    @ QueenOrange - thank you. :slight_smile: I'm making friends again and looking forwards to things again, and I know I'm not alone anymore.

    @ Ashe - you called it, Ashe. xD

    I hope you all wont be too worried about me. I love you all for caring. I'll be around, and I'll ask for help again when I need it. I have hope again, and friends again.

    You know, Captain Picard on Star Trek says - "on the Enterprise, no one is ever alone".

    That's how I treat people, and that's how you treated me. I feel very lucky. :slight_smile:
     
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    Wow, that is wonderful Hun.. I am so glad you were able to enjoy yourself and have a good time.. It sounds like you managed just fine.. :slight_smile: very happy that you are looking to the positives and looking to moving forward in your life.. We have your back here and good and bad.. We wanna know so we can help you/commiserate with with and celebrate with you. (*hug*)(*hug*)
     
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    Thanks, Blossom. :slight_smile: You, personally, made a real difference to my life. In my depths yesterday, I remembered what you said about since I was helping others, ask for help myself. Instead of making a bad chioce, I asked for help. :slight_smile:
     
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    Awe that makes me feel good to know I have helped to make a difference in your life (*hug*) I hope you continue to remember to ask for help when you need it and know that we are all here for you (*hug*)
     
    #31 Blossom85, Sep 27, 2014
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    Hey Everypony! You might notice some changes. xD

    I'm feeling much better, trusting myself, knowing what I want. So many people are helping me so much. :slight_smile: All of you that posted in this thread, of course, and many of you that I've read your experiences.

    I want you all to know - last night I promised my dearest friend that I would live out my life to my natural end. Starfleet *always* keeps her promises. :slight_smile:

    I know now why I've never fit in. I'm really a girl, and I *need* to be a girl to be happy. I'm not nearly ready to come out femme in Meatspace, but Baby Steps, I'll will get there. :slight_smile: I plan to be around EC for a long, long time. I'd appreciate if you'd start using the femme-pronouns with me, but I understand if you slip with them too. :slight_smile: It's all new.

    Gonna be a Diva!
     
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    Yay! I'm glad you've found this sense of clarity. That's awesome :slight_smile:
     
    #33 CrazyAwkward, Sep 29, 2014
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    XD thank you, my friend. It *feels* AWE-sum!
     
    #34 Starfleet, Sep 29, 2014
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    That is wonderful to hear Hun, I am very happy and proud of you that you have come to this decision and feel more at ease with it all. I look forward to hearing more about you and continuing this journey with you. (*hug*)
     
    #35 Blossom85, Sep 29, 2014
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    Thank you, it's appreciated. (*hug*)
     
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