Me and my boyfriend got into a fight last night. I kept saying that he didn't love me (because for some reason I just can't believe he does.) Anyway, then he started saying I didn't love him and kept accusing me of lying. I said I wasn't but he wouldn't listen. I have this thing where if people yell or get mad with me, or even raise their voice at me I get really bad panic attacks. And my boyfriend started getting really pissed off with me and that happened. I still love him. And I still want to be with him and I know he still loves me but I'm afraid he'll snap if I say the wrong thing. We made up and he said sorry and he feels really bad but I'm still terrified of him. When he texts me or tries to call me I get really nervous and start panicking. What do I do? I have no one to talk to because I'm not out to anyone yet so I came here. Also, I we're in a long distance relationship. Just thought I should add that. Please help me.