Hi everyone, I'm new here and would like some advice. I apologize if this is kinda long to read so brace yourselves for a lot of writing! I've recently started questioning myself and feel as if I'm in some sort of grey zone. I don't know what I am and I just feel as if something is wrong with me and that I'm not normal. I've always been more of a tomboy since I was little, I would never wear skirts or dresses, was always out playing sports with the boys and never really had any friends who were girls until the start of high school. I was never into doing the stereotypical female things such as painting your nails, wearing makeup, going shopping, playing with dolls, dressing feminine and other stuff that I still don't feel comfortable doing now. I used to always wear sports bras and baggy clothes to feel less feminine however I have tried to be girly and wear makeup and pretty clothes but it just doesn't feel like that is me. I've noticed that I don't have really too much dysphoria, I don't mind looking at my body, it just I feel ugly and weird. I also don't mind female pronouns, and don't seem to have any social dysphoria from what I've read about it. I've been debating about telling some of my close friends about this. They have asked me a few times if I'm trans or a lesbian and seem pretty trustworthy, though I have had bad cases of people stabbing me in the back after telling them things. I would greatly appreciate it if anyone out there could offer me a bit of advice? I just want to feel comfortable in my own skin sometime and not this something is wrong feeling.