Why did you do it? I mean what is the point of actually marrying a person who you are not attracted to? I often hear that people like this are brave and etc. But at the end you are hurting the person of basically lying for so many years (there is no pride or even bravely in this). Additionally, how are you able to actually do it? For example I was not able to actually be in a sexual or even romantic relationship with a person who I am not attracted to, and I tried for 3 months non-stop, and It was one of the biggest mental pain I ever went through. Then how are you able to date this person for more than 3 months and later get married.