Hi I'm Nefes I live in Turkey so it's hard to come out as a homosexual person I'm not good at English so I'm really really sorry because I haven't found anyone to talk with and the only way to find someone is English pages... I live in a small town and there are just 5 or 6 lesbian girls, butch, and very young, about 18 years old, by the way I'm 32, it seems there isn't any older lesbians! Or they're afraid of coming out. I'm alone and really need a difference in my life. Sometimes I have date with some younger girls but that's not what I want forever, I need another kind of relationship, not just for some hours or sex or... I'm very disappointed with that:icon_sad: there's not a good community between gay girls in Turkey that's sad I started working long hours to not thinking about my situation, afraid of talking with a friend, no love, ... Even I don't know why I'm writing this! Completely confused!