I can't go into details...but someone has hurt me an incredible amount, so much that I shake in anger at the thought of it, and can't stop crying. My eyes hurt and I couldn't work today because of it, they are extremely red, they look like they were bleeding. I feel like exposing him, letting everyone know what he did, but I know that's the anger and sadness talking. It's not enough for me to just remove him from my life, that won't give me closure, it simply won't. I have a need for something that doesn't make me feel worthless...I'm afraid of myself right now...what do I do...?