After looking around for some binders and such and hearing advice about how to convince a parent to allow you to get one I tried. I told my Mother it was for cosplay. Which is pretty believable since I cosplay and mostly do male characters. She ended up telling me no and saying that she was stopping me from being dumb. But, my dysphoria has been extremely bad lately, especially around my chest area. I confronted her about 10 minutes later asking why she would care if I even wore one. She told me "God gave you boobs for a reason." I ended up blowing up my plan on the cosplay lie by getting emotional and not thinking. I told her how much I hated my chest. How it bothered me. I told her that's the reason I always wear sports bras. She didn't care. Later the discussion happened again. She ended up saying that no one will ever love me if I bind my chest or anything of that nature. She also told me I was a freak and said "You can be a freak all you want when you are 18 and out of my house." I don't know what to do. I can't stop crying.