Just some thoughts I needed to write down.

I guess I'm just posting this now because it doesn't seem there is someone I could tell and feel comfortable or I'd actually like to tell.
I broke up with my (now ex) gf today. I was expecting it'd hit her insanely hard and I feared for her safety and even life. What I totally forgot then was how I'd take it. Planning it I felt relieved and comfortable being able to do this but after it there wasn't much relieveness. There was only worrying for her, being sorry I hurt her and finally being aware that it's over and never will be like this again. But I know it was the right decision to do.
I will be fine, I know that, but right now I'm not. Or it is bc I'm very exhausted from today. My head hurts like hell (it hasn't that much for some weeks).
Tomorrow will be another day and another start and I'm gonna feel better.

I guess I just needed to write it down and share.
I know I have people that'd support me and I could tell but sometimes I feel so alone and I don't really know why.
Thank you for reading.

 

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