I have written here before on this very bad situation I'm stuck in with my dad who severly abuses me and keep me stuck in this closeted misery. But in my mind I'm kinda playing with the thought of just coming out really soon no matter what, take that leap and just see what happens. As miserable as I feel mentally it can't get much worse. Financially it could kill me but atleast I would be able to start living and being my true self with friends and other people I come across and enable me to start dating and look for love. That perfect time and moment feels like it will never ever come for me. Has anyone done that? Just did it and no waiting around for the perfect time? If so how was the outcome?
