My life was a nightmare around new year, it still isnt exactly a sweet dream now but i feel much better~ i came out to my friend about Tuesday last week and he was fully accepting and i though he wouldnt! And that will probably confidence me to come out to more people ^^ i also figured that i am definitely leaning towards boys like 75% and thought 'oh no this is bad' but i feel happy about it? Since January 10 i have been trying to lose weight and have lost 1 st!! Im still a bit away from my target but i feel it souldnt take long as i have been quite bad on my diet and eaten candy and other stuff a lot~ oops :3 and not actually been doing thaat much exercise, so here is where i step up and become who i wanna be, i have planned on starting a 5 side football team with friends and that would be a few hours of exercise and i go swimming regular (i really struggle to though as i shy and dont like my body) so it can be done and i hope to reach my target by summer ^o^ I have also got a condition place at college!! The intervew went well, i didnt be too shy and answered every question clearly and im really happy!! I dont think theres much more so i will finish ^^
Its good that you're getting more confident and stuff and things sound like they're getting better i used to be like that as well, like shy about my body, eventually you just learn not to give a **** what people think. And about liking boys, embrace it just keep being your wonderful self lol. You should be proud of yourself for coming out to your friend you have more guts than me lol. I dont think ive noticed your posts around much before but your Energy and Positivity is kinda infectious (!)
