Around a year ago, before I told my friend that I am questioning my sexuality, I was trying to decide what I wanted to say, so I wrote a little "script". Evidently I never recycled the paper and when I was moving back home since graduating from college, I accidentally brought it with me. Anyways about an hour and a half ago my mom walks into my room and she tells me she found something while she was cleaning and hands me the piece of paper that I wrote it on. I had completely forgotten about what I wrote, but she found it. So I guess she knows now... I don't really know what to do. I'm kind of mad at myself for just leaving something like that around. I'm really not ready for anyone else, ESPECIALLY my mom, to know about this. I feel so embarrassed. She asked me if/when we could talk about it, but I just got mad and told her to get out. I don't really want to be around her right now and I feel like it's going to be awkward when I have to. At least my family is going out of town for the weekend tomorrow so I won't have to be around any of them. I feel like such an idiot right now. I've just been lying in my bed since it happened dreading the next interaction I have with her, probably dinner tonight. Don't really know what to do, I think I might just say I'm not feeling well. Can't really believe that it happened and I just need to vent about it somewhere.