Hello. So, about one month or so ago, I started to have some feelings towards a friend of mine from school. It was normal at first, because I really adored her and had a strong connection with her. After a while, she and I became closer and I started to look for her everywhere in school and get excited when I was with her. I searched about sexualities and talked to a teacher- which told me not to talk about it to my friends. I got scared because I had never felt something like that before. And I was afraid that it wasn't real and I was just doing it to be different than others. After two weeks, I told my mother that I thought I liked girls, and she said I had time to understand it because I am in puberty. Even thought I understood what she said, it still felt bad to not be understood completely. When I talked to my dad, he said you can't get lesbian at age fifteen and it's usually seen at age twelve. I really don't understand how "It should be" or how "It should not be", I don't know how to call myself. The only thing I am completely sure is that friend I like will never see me more than a friend. So my question is: Is there really any way I can completely understand if I like girls, or if I like boys? Will there ever be a person who can understand me? Is it REALLY okay to not know? Thank you for reading.