While I think this is just my gender fluidity screwing with me, yesterday I experienced such distaste for my male body that I was just floored with depression. Was practically mashing my crotch and trying to tuck it in to see and feel how it would be without it. Yet my dysphoria is never consistent, it seems to pick fights with what I have at random, sometimes it just (rarely) is in agreement with everything. I still am questioning whether I am genderfluid and that I have a male side to me or whether that I am somehow potentially still deconstructing the idea that I was male for the last almost 25 years. Sure, I do guy things like video games but I highly doubt that makes me male. How does dysphoria work for you?