this is going to sound kind of pathetic but im in love with a girl online. ive never talked to her, she's way older than me, and she would never actually date me, but shes so cute and sweet and she is just perfect to me. she's not a youtuber but she has a few videos with her friends and that's how i know her. the only other place i see her is instagram. it makes me so sad that i have no chance with her, especially since i dont know any lesbians to hang out with or anything in my real life. ive never dated anyone before and im lonely. i want to cry.
we do have a gsa and i went to the first meeting but my friend cant go with me anymore and i dont want to go alone, theres only like 4 people in the club. also they just changed the meetings to a day that i dont have school so i would have to drive to school just to stay for like an hour. its just kind of inconvenient
Thanks for the advice! I joined one today. It is kind of difficult because there aren't that many people on it where I live, but I will try it out.