Stuck in the past, don't know how long this is going to last. I want to move on, and I will. For once in my life, I refuse to let time stand still. Feelings are trapped, don't want another relapse. I fear that if I move on I will become dull and everyone will tire of me. But I make this promise to myself, to live in the moment for once instead of becoming a ghost of past memories repeating in my brain making me question my own sanity. I want change, but I don't know what exactly. Almost as if there's something that's missing and I can't figure out what.